It's been another long while since i've written in here....I really need to make myself write more often since I have so much in my life going on right now, and I don't want to write novels for every entry!

Apartment life is going well....I love having my own place to just do whatever. Me and my roomie got into a few big blows but now everything's fine. I don't really consider her a friend anymore though.....she's done too much crap to me for me to even consider it anymore. AH well......at least we're civil right now. Having my own apartment though, omg its the best. I go to parties when I want, I do what I want when I want with no one to question me, and I have hella fun doing it. =D

How was everyone's Thanksgiving? It's almost time for a Christmas layout I think. Mine was alright but I had to work, 12-8!! The worst hours ever, it sucks working holidays but I guess the people don't get fed if we dont LOL. ANyway I missed dinner completely with my family, they had a big get together, some of my family came up from downstate, I missed it all. I had a plate waiting for me when I got home though, which was nice. Which brings me to something else! Me and my mom talked about something while I was over there.

Now listen to this because this is some real soap opera/maury kinda shit...as of now I don't really know who my father is, and my mom waited 19 years to tell me she had doubts about it LOL. The guy I thought it was, really might not be! Wonderful. haha....I grew up without one anyway, so I'm not really torn about it but I am disappointed. It turns out my "dad" had a crazy mother who tampered with the test results to show that I wasn't his, and he told my mom this. But my mom was with another guy before him, so I'm confused, lol, its a mess. I know not the greatest of all subjects to talk about but I had to talk about it somewhere. WHen I talk about it with my mom she seems like she doesnt want to do anything about it, and I do. *shrugs* Where to start though..?

School is going fine, I'm upset because I have to take public speaking next semester!! Actually I'm terrified :( But I have to just get it out of the way. I begged my advisor to find a way around me taking the class but apparently there are no other options rofl. I'm gonna end up spending an extra semester at Clinton unfortunately too, cause I didnt manage to fit all my needed classes in this coming semester. ewww...

Black friday.....what a day. I went to walmart at 5:30am instead of 2am this year and still got everything that I wanted. It was madness as usual though, I could not even move there were so many people in electronics....in fact, it took me 10 minutes to walk there from the entrance of the freaking store. My mom is claustrophobic so I had to station her in women's clothing while I went to go grab stuff rofl, it was nuts. I had my cart full though, grab stuff and check prices later, thats my strategy, it worked pretty well. I got my family covered for christmas, now i just gotta do my friends.

I got a new phone but then i dropped it in a toilet again....so now I need another one because unlike the last one, this one wont start working again. I also dont remember what i did with my old phone so if anyone is reading this and I had your number, please give it to me again LOL. I had so many freakin numbers and this sucks.

last but not least, work, its still the same, maybe a little better? The state came and the nursing department basically got a report so bad that our facility was almost shut down. They were breathing down everybody's necks until we got it right, and we did so yay for that. We just had a party yesterday for a lady that turned 105 years old!!! It's amazing because she is so alert its unbelievable. Th press came and everything. Her memory isnt gone, and before she had a bad fall, she used to walk to and from dinner herself. I hope I'm that alert when I'm 105, if i make it that far. Based on how i've seen other people go downhill at that nursing home, this woman still has plenty of years in her to live past 105, and I really hope she does. Other than that wonderful story lol, work in the kitchen world sucks majorly. We have this girl Jamie who's been there for a couple of months vs my 2 years, and she's telling me how to do my job lately! Since she doesnt even do all of her job sometimes, and she complains when we're short staffed because she has to work outside her little realm, which isnt that much because I do most of it. I was so pissed the other day that I didnt even take my first break, I found other stuff to do and the kitchen was spotless by the time I was done. I felt like I had to keep myself moving so I wouldn't yell at her LOL. I dunno....no one really likes her, she's just..ugh. I know I do my job good, and I know I do it right, my boss tells me I do an excellent job. I bust my ass for that place, working 40-48 hours a week and going to school full time, sometimes I dunno what they would do without me. Then someone comes along and questiones the way I do my job? oh hell no, i was heated. Especially since she cant do half the stuff I do, she wont even try to learn my position because its too hard for her. so there. im good and i know it, and she can kiss it. i would say im gonna quit but ive said that 4358474535345 times already and i havent yet LOL. k im done now!! lol, thanks for reading. hopefully more to come soon. =D